Anon, I love you.

This is more than a test. This Is Linus.

Buzz Buzz Buzz, Dopamine cries out.

Dead air on the tounge and in the ear.

Grossest of pleasures.

Taste and touch.

Impulses you love so much.

Crazed madman, porn addiction.

I am God.

I am crippled to my vices.

I am the false God.

I cannot do wrong.

I am God.

God wants to die.

I will have the Grossest of Pleasures.

I do not love.

I feel but do not love.

I feel it all but do not love.

I feel loved but I do not love.

I give my love but I do not love.

The call, the cry.

I shall never make it to manhood.

However I will die old.

Eternal youth is mine.

I have it but do not love it.

A father taken away.

A mother taken away.

My children taken away.

Eternal youth, at what cost?

Slipped and fell.

I slipped and fell into the icy static below.

I fall forever.

Feels kinda good.

Water runs harshly.

Water runs on my body.

Serene with its repetitiveness.

Divine in it's comfort.

Satanic in it's nothingness.

Limp in the static.

Saw my Grandpa today.

Saw my Grandpa today.

I said its been a while.

It had been a while.

I loved him so dearly.

His gentle silence crushed me.

I said I'm sorry.

I was really sorry.

His gentle silence gazed at me.

I was on guard.

Die Wacht am Rhine

Saw the people

The place never changed.

Rifle on my shoulder.

Bane of the invaders.

Firery crack soon to come.

Yet I stood.

Die Wact am Rhine.

No man or wife to comfort me.

So kalt the guard was.

Kalt my heart grew.

Never forgot the place where home was.

So here I stand.

Die Wacht am Rhine.

Of divine Earth.

Life loves me dearly

loves me so

I love life too

I love life's order

I love life's command

The cracking whip of the ways of life

I test the unjust

That which is not order

Life will love me so

To make her order

Create the divine through her

Blistering beauty shines above

Fills my needs and loves me so

Bears my children and loves me so

From nothing all will be created